I Need Helpp Bf Helpp?

Right this is gunna sound stupid but i realyy like dis lad and iv been out with him like 10 times now and i realyy do like him and wen i dnt no wot it is but i go out wif him and den i dnt fancy him den wen i dump him i fancy him gen but i just cant stop thinkin about him or anyfink i just Realyy love him but my mates are omgg not him gen and im like soo but den every1 takes da piss and i might be goin out wif him gen but i dnt want people goin omg you goin out wif himm! so i dunno wot to do i wanna go out wif him should 1??? or not ?